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PSYCHOPOMP DEMOS

by CAITLIN

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1.
Growth 04:02

Falling down Hit the ground Bury in deep Explode Growth In the dark, wet and cold No one could know you’re here Face it all, you’ve got to feel it all This is alchemy I know it hurts, its unbearable but Look at you still breathing Living through what you thought you can’t Healed with streams of gold 
Falling down Hit the ground Buried in deep Explode Growth It looks like death but feels like life If we’re doing it right It’s the only thing upon which we can rely So we’ve got to give up the fight and get with flow Listen to your heart she only knows Whats good for you and whats right She’ll love you through your darkest night And raise you high Falling down Hit the ground Buried in deep Explode Growth I want you to be okay I want you to live your life free of shame Growing in the fertile dirty seed of truth Is the only way Falling down Hit the ground Bury in deep Explode Growth
2.
Not The Only One I have loved you more than I thought could I have watched myself become More love than I thought I could 
I’ve loved you through betrayal And loved you through your lies I’ve loved you through humiliation To give you one more try So you could Be who you said you were Who you wanted to be So that you could be here for her And you could be here for me I can love infinitely, its just who I am 
But I can’t let her see you Hurt me anymore She’s watching you She’s watching me And we both deserve more For you to 
Be who you said you are Who you project yourself to be So that you could be here for her And you could be here for me Nothing I’ve every said And nothing I’ve ever done Could justify what you did to me And I know I’m not the only one ‘cause you are not Who you say you are Who you project yourself to be So that you can’t be here for her And you can’t be here for me
3.
I follow my heart I follow courage I follow my rage but not righteousness Loving kindness Compassion infinite Accepting what is, not Condoning it I gave you my life my whole heart and soul I’m all in for love Or nothing at all 
I got sucked into your Sticky pool where its all about you I’m getting out with scant oxygen left to breathe By the skin of my teeth 
I keep my heart wide Open in all
 Directions so I can’t Lose balance and fall I won’t choose bitter no I won’t lose faith This trauma has changed me But I won’t lose my way
 I gave you my life my whole heart and soul I’m all in for love Or nothing at all 
I got sucked into your Sticky pool where its all about you I’m getting out with scant oxygen left to breathe By the skin of my teeth
4.
Enough Demo 02:55
Still can’t believe you’re burning our house down And throwing gasoline on me on your way out Why can’t you leave me without tearing whats left of me down? Haven’t you hurt me enough, this time around? 
Go on, go on I wish you well Go on, go on I wish you good health I wish you joy 
I wish you love I wish you enough What did you mean when you said you’d always be there for me? And how is what you’re doing now, keeping your word? Why can’t you leave without burning what’s left of our love down? Haven’t you hurt me enough this time around? Go on, go on I wish you well Go on, go on I wish you good health I wish you joy 
I wish you love I wish you enough
5.
I Am Love 03:39
I wrote this song for you to sing for yourself To whisper into your every cell I am Love I am Loved I am here to live in peace This longing in my heart Is the map I came in with My North Star I am Love I am Loved I didn’t come here to waste my time I’m here for love I didn’t come here to wait in line I came to love I came to be loved I am Love I am Loved I have always been enough and Never, never, never too much I am a diamond in the rough Loving myself clear I am here I am Love I am Loved
6.
We Break 04:58
We break But we are never broken Where the fuck are my keys And why can’t I ever keep track of my phone? How am I supposed to remember my name With everything that is going on? Don’t call me up and flood me with your well meaning concern If you didn’t give up then You’d have something for me to learn 
We break But we are never broken Take a look at nature The circle of life All that is love flourishes All that is not love dies Listen to the whispers They’re constantly there I need a place to scream Somewhere 
We break But we are never broken Where’d I park the car And why can’t I ever keep track of my life? How am I supposed to discern what’s true When there’s always trouble and strife? Don’t call me up and flood me With your well meaning concern I’m never going to give up So you’ve got nothing for me to learn 
We break But we are never broken

about

“Take your broken heart and make it into art” - Carrie Fischer

A collection of songs written and recorded in a makeshift bedroom studio in the immediate aftermath at the end of love. The rough, raw and sparse production turns out to be just the thing, the perfect accompaniment for the stripped bare, painful honesty of C A I T L I N’ s lyrics and delivery. This is a body of work we have all been waiting for from C A I T L I N. A taste of great things to come.

Psychopomp:Soul guide
Demos: the people

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released July 23, 2021

Written, performed, produced, mixed and mastered by me. Digital artwork by Stella Carmel.

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CAITLIN Berlin, Germany

I am a singer. An Artist. A songwriter. A mother.
I’m a writer. A collaborator. A lover. A wonder.
I create because I must
I make therefore I am
We break but we are never broken
We break so we can create
Something better from what we were given
For love, more love, we make
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